Saturday, May 5, 2012

It seems like an eternity

It seems like an eternity since this one has seen the sun, overcast days, lots of rain and in some areas flood alerts. Been able to go out twice this week on her bike and hit the downtown area and managed not to get wet although it was a bit chilly. Today the sun is out, but its cold. Not going to let that stop me. Master and I are spending a quiet morning waking up with lots of coffee and soon we will head downtown together. I love going out with him, we hold hands, kiss like teenagers and occasionally grab each others bums! We are like that. And we dont care if anyone is watching or not. Its amazing how much love this one feels for her Master. Cant seem to get enough of Him! giggles. Any way this one hopes everyone has a great Saturday! Tilll later, bye for now.

Thursday, April 19, 2012

Its been awhile since last post

It has been a while since last post and it was because I kept getting a warning about my blog, that somehow malware got attached through another blog and hitched onto mine. So I kept waiting to see if it would resolve itself. I took the risk of getting on my blog and it seems that whatever it was, it is harmless and I can post without risk to my computer and I hope to those that access my blog are alright as well. I am not computer savvy but my virus scan and other protections didnt pick anything up.

I am adapting to life as Masters slave, and feeling very content. He seems happy with his slave, and as he works through the week, I do things that maintain the house, dinner, shopping, etc. Master has been dealing with alot of issues at work, stress and i do what i can to help him de-stress and maintain a comfortable home for him. He makes me feel loved, cared for and in turn i hope i am giving him all he wants and needs. Something tells me that that is the case.

What i love most is the quiet times we spend together, either at his feet as he brushes my hair, or curled in his arms as we cuddle on the couch. Or when we head to bed and i am comfortably curled up against his naked flesh. Hearing his heartbeat against my ear, as my head is laid against his chest. He gently wakes me up every morning with a kiss and words of love as he heads off to work.  Then i curl up contently and drift back off to sleep for a short bit before starting my day. My love for him continues to grow stronger and more deeply than i could even imagine every day!

Monday, March 5, 2012

Round 2 on tattoo

After a two week healing process, Master and shi were not pleased with the final result of her tattoo. So we went back to the tattoo shop and the owner (who didnt do the original tatt) told me to give it another week for healing and he would fix it to our satisfaction. The first tatt ended up looking like lines and dashes and we were not pleased. The second time around after several days of healing we are much more pleased with the end result.  It is much more defined as we wanted, shi is including a new picture of it. This was taken shortly after the artist fixed it. As it has healed it is looking better and better every day. It was very considerate of the owner of the shop to fix the tattoo and not charge us. Although Master did slip him a tip for doing such good work. To us it was important to get it fixed and done correctly since this is a mark of ownership from her Master for his shi!

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

feeling very docile today!

After a weeks respite due to mother nature, last night shi wantonly devoured her Master, and Master put his shi to use well. So much so that for some odd reason, shi had the uncontrollable giggles. Master thought it was cute, but shi was embarrassed. Do not know if any of you experience this, but its that giggle that just wont stop, and leads to eyes filling with tears, gasping for breath and just really uncontrollable. And anything can set it off. Thank goodness it was after Master really pounded into his shi. It was that kind of fucking, primal and deep and every nerve in ones body to tingle, with grunts, moans and screams that could not be held back. Shi slept very well last night and woke up feeling very much docile and so wanting to continue to please her Master. After a morning of going to register with a doctor, to be in the system and able to maintain the depo shots to prevent pregnancy shi came home and baked a loaf of banana bread, just for her Master. So now its cooling on a rack, and waiting for her Master to come home, share dinner and then enjoy the banana bread for dessert. Shi may slice some fresh fruit to go with it.  Shi has been sitting here smelling the baking bread, and her thoughts wander to her Master. The feelings of contentment, security, and love flowing through shi, she sits here feeling very fortunate to have met the man that not only meets her needs but allows her to meet his as well. We were destined to be together, and that affirmation is confirmed every day no matter what we do. Shi is a very lucky slave!

Monday, February 13, 2012

Masters' surprise

Master surprised his shi when He arrived home from work. With a bunch of roses and a lovely card for Valentines Day. Yes its a day early, but he will be out of town tomorrow for his job, and wanted to surprise her tonight. Needless to say, it made shi grin from ear to ear and his card was perfect for the two of us and what we mean to each other. He is so loving, caring, considerate and shi is very lucky to have such a wonderful man in her life. Shi loves her Master with all that she is, heart, body and soul!

Sunday, February 12, 2012

Whew! busy sunday

Today was spent sorting out our bedroom, we moved some wardrobes into the room, and a dresser drawer set,  and re-positioned the bed. After we moved it, Master thought shi was crafty, since theres very little room between the foot board and the far wall. Since that is where he binds her to the bed to whip her. Shi never realized the issue till the bed was moved. So it may not stay there. Master should always have access to his shi and the way he wants to use her. Spent almost 5 1/2 hours sorting it and the smaller room for our playroom. A small wardrobe to hang Masters toys in the door. With drawers for the smaller toys, giving him easy access to the times he wishes to use his shi in the ways he desires to. So now just relaxing on the couch together, as shi blogs, Master is searching a catalog for a new vacuum cleaner since the one shi was using seemed to have burnt out. It was almost 9 years old after all.  So we will have a quiet evening at home, recouping from our day. Still have to sort dinner here in a bit. But we just snacked so not very hungry right now. Hope everyone had a lovely Sunday!

Saturday, February 11, 2012


As Master stated, shi is now permanently marked with Masters mark, this is something we have discussed for a very long time and it finally came to fruition. It is only a few hours old, so still a bit red. But as the days go by it will look less angry. Master and shi are very pleased. This is my second tattoo, so shi knew what to expect. It was very comforting to have Master there, gazing into his eyes and holding his hand as the artist did his work. It helped shi to remember to breath through the pain and process it as it happened. It was truly wonderful walking out with this fresh mark, its approximately 1 1/2 inches by 2 inches big. And shi loves it! It is very much like Masters signature so it seemed appropriate to have that on my skin permanently. Master searched on line for ages for something to this mark, and He came across exactly what He was looking for at a cathedral close to our home. He knew immediately when he saw it that is what he wanted for shi, and shi agreed completely. It has been a very good day! :)

A good day! Yay!!

It's been a great day! 
Lunchtime, shi and I both had our eyes tested. New glasses will be ready on Wednesday.
Then, mid afternoon, shi had my mark tattooed above her left breast. Yep, shi is owned, now with collar and mark to show it.
I am a very happy Master.

Wednesday, February 8, 2012

Slavery, the Ying and the Yang

There is  common conception of slavery. Chains, whips, pain, harsh discipline and submission. To live this lifestyle 24/7 would be hard, if not impossible over a long period.
Before shi and I came together in RL, we agreed that our lifestyle would need balance if it was to avoid "burnout". Neither of us have an asbestos constitution!
There also has to be a certain practicality to everyday life, so I work, shi tends to the home and our everyday needs, just like a vanilla relationship, with a few twists. Lets face it, we won't get far without cash, and the home would soon become a dump without attention. So some roles are forced on us by necessity.
We have our "play-time", which is getting firmer and longer to build endurance and tolerance. Cuffs, chains, whips and paddles all have there place in our relationship.
But that's not all...... I have  responsibility, as shi's owner to bring out and enhance the real shi. There are times when a firm thrashing works well, other times a relentless fucking does the trick. That's what slavery is about, is'nt it?
A couple of nights ago, shi pulled her floor cushion to my feet as I was sitting on the sofa. shi laid her head on my thigh and snuggled up against my leg. Pretty soon my fingers were running softly through her hair, and shi was totally relaxed. Then I spotted it. The wooden hair brush that I bought for shi. It's one of those oval wooden  brushes with a handle, idea for ass spanking.
As shi was nicely relaxed, breathing softly against my thigh, I reached out for the brush and put it to good use ........ brushing her hair for what seemed like a long time.
It was an intimate, spontaneous moment for both of us and not at all out of place and I know that we both enjoyed it.
My point is that though there are times of pain in shi's slavery, this is balanced by those tender and intimate moments that  are nothing to do with sex.
Ying and Yang...... It makes it work and it increases the intensity.

a busy wednesday!

Woke up this morning, took a hot shower, and got dressed, spent part of the morning sweeping the living room, dining room and kitchen, got the dust bunnies out from various pieces of furniture in all the rooms.. Then tackled the kitchen, Master and i spent last weekend clearing out the clutter, and decided we would get some hooks for some of the cooking utensils along the back splash of the kitchen. Hung about 14 little plastic hooks and lined up the utensils along the wall. When all was said and done, came into the living and proceeded to work on my latest cross stitch project..Next thing i knew i heard a crash in the kitchen, one of the hooks fell off the wall. Damn, so hung it back up and then through out the day various implements pulled off the wall, repeatedly crashing and shi saying "damn" get up go in kitchen find the hook, and rehang it. This happened repeatedly. They are small plastic hooks with adhesives and stuck on ceramic tile wall, they should stick and stay! They didnt. damnit. So got a brilliant idea and found some velcro squares and removed the adhesive on the hooks and replaced it with that. For the most part most of them have stayed. One did fall during dinner, so shi got up, explained "Damnit, and rehung it, and as shi types this another one just fell, damnit! Something tells me, shi will wake up in the morning and there will be several cooking utensils all over the counter and plastic hooks god knows where! Anyone have a better idea to hang these things? Dont want to drill holes in the tiles since Master rents here. Anyway, after dinner, gave Master a gentle facial massage and he repaid the kindness by giving shi a lovely relaxing foot massage.. mmmm shi is relaxed and content. And is very happy to be with her Master after such a long wait.